Remembering What You Deserve (England Fic)

Cierra frowned, "Hurry it up pumpkin. I have errands to run. Gotta take Preston's shit to him. Ry is pissed."

Chris came out of the bathroom. "Ready to find out if my life is over." She smiled fakely.

Cierra went about the procedure. She looked at Chris and raised her eyebrows, "You ready to know?"

"Yes." Chris breathed.

"Babe, you're pregnant." Cie sighed.

Chris fell to the floor and leaned on the wall, "Holy shit..."

Cie went and hugged her, "It's okay."

Chris started to cry, "This can't be happening." She was just very overwhelmed.

Cierra just hugged her. Preston and his stuff could wait.

Chris took a few deep breaths. "I guess I should call Liam." She mumbled.

Cie nodded, "Well, love, I've gotta go do that. But I will stay if you need me too."

Chris shook her head, "No go, Cie. I'll call Liam and ask him to come over. I guess we should be alone for this conversation anyway."

Cie kissed her cheek, "It's all going to be okay."

Chris nodded and called Liam, "Babe can you come over I need to talk to you about something?"

"You sound upset. What is wrong?" He sounded concerned.

"Please just come by." She sighed.

"I'm walking out the door right now. Just have to hop on the tube. I'll be there in fifteen minutes." Liam said worriedly.

Cierra frowned as she walked down to Ryan's car. Although he wasn't happy she was going to see Preston today, he'd left his car for her.

15 min later....

Cierra knocked on Preston's door and rolled her eyes at no answer. Finally she heard footsteps.

*&*

Liam waked into the apartment, "What's wrong love?"

She sighed as she waited for him to open the door.

*&*

"Maybe you should sit down." Chris mumbled. Liam raised an eyebrow but sat next to her on the couch. "Well, baby I just found out...I'm pregnant." Her voice cracked at the end and the tears started again.

Preston opened the door in a pair of sleep pants. His hair was messed up from the bed, "What?" He muttered.

Cierra stared at him for a moment, missing him, "Here." She snapped as she thrust the box at him, "That's all of your shit. Bye." She started to walk off but he grabbed her arm, gently.

"Cierra, don't." He muttered, "I'm fucking sorry. I shouldn't have acted like that. I'm fucking sorry. I know I can't take it back. C'mon. I'll make you breakfast."

*&&*

Liam stared at her.

"No. I'm with Ryan now and I'm very happy." Cierra said simply.

*&*

Liam blinked after a minute and it clicked that she was crying. "Oh baby come here." He pulled her close. He let her cry on his chest and he stroked her hair, "It's going to be okay love." Liam kissed the top of her head.

He rolled his eyes, "It's just fucking breakfast. Fuck."

She stared at him, "Now I remember why I never liked you very much."

**&**

"How will it be okay?"

"Whatever." He grumbled.

*&*

He tilted her head up so he could see her eyes, "I'm here, Christina. I'll stand behind WHATEVER you decide to do. I'm not going anywhere."

Cierra rolled her eyes and turned to leave, "Oh yeah, by the way, fuck you." She promplty left the premises and headed to the hospital to visit Ryan for a few minutes.

*&*

"I just need to think for a few days." She said softly.

Ryan smiled when he exited a room and saw her.

*&*

"Take your time." Liam hugged her and kissed her cheek, "I love you..."

"I love you too..." Chris whispered.

She was in his arms in a moment, "Hello my love." She grinned. She kissed him and then handed him the bag of food she'd brought him for breakfast.

*&*

Chris stood up abruptly and ran to the bathroom.

"You're the best." He laughed.

*&*

Liam sighed. He went into the kitchen and got her a cup of water. He knocked on the bathroom door, "Baby?"

"GO away." She muttered back.

"Nope. Not happening. I'll wait out here though." He sat against the wall. Liam opened the door a crack and pushed the cup of water inside then closed it again.

She grinned, "I know!" She kissed his cheek, "What time will you be off?"

Ryan rolled his eyes playfully, "At 3. You know this."

878

Liam was actually pretty happy.

"Oh shh.." She hit him playfully.

*&*

This wasn't exactly how he pictured things happening. He thought they'd wait a few years, get married, all that but if someone was going to be carrying his child he knew this was the woman he wanted to do it. Chris suddenly came out of the bathroom. She sat next to him, "Thanks for the water, love."

"Of course." Liam smiled and put his arm around her.

"Babe, don't freak out." She said slowly, "But I think I want to keep the baby." Chris NEVER thought this is what she'd want to do. She always said she'd never keep a baby if she got pregnant at this point but now that it was happening, now that it was Liam's child she just couldn't bring herself to not keep the baby.

Liam smiled at her, "I was hoping you would say that."

"I'm not ready for this. I'm not going to lie. This isn't how I wanted this to happen but I just can't not have this baby. I will figure out a way to make it work." She sighed.

Liam shrugged, "Well, it happened this way for a reason."